All of my teen age I've lived in chaste. I grew in a well cultured family were my mum is the VP of CWO, likewise my dad- President of CMO in our Parish. In a family of three we were like living in cage ranging from the eldest(his 25) to the youngest(@15). When going out we do that with permission in a given time and you must come back prompt to the assigned time.
All these while I've been dejecting Po'rns or Un'clad pics when ever my friends pops it up. Albeit, I have the Urge, but the self control I have dominates the Urge. This in a way helped me to triumph fornication then.
I managed to cope with it during my secondary school days, my first year and second year.
I banged open when I entered third year. I started receiving green light from some beautiful girls. I curled. Till I met this pretty which my friend persuade me not to let her go. We started developing alot of intimate r/ship ranging from chatting, visiting to....dating. I do see her as a runsgirl-cos of her dress code which is always vogue and expensive.
We are now done for 'sex..... But my only deficit then became s'exual naivety, which I want to overcome to be able to prove to this my runsgirl that am not a kid in the game(for my mind). I browse, asked and ponder alot about first-time-s'ex till I became sexually hysteric. I started lacking concentration, even sleeping becomes a lukeworm(see kongi ooo).
One fateful day after class I queried one of my guy that claims to be a pervert about his first-time-sex experience. His reply instigated my intent to patronize a prostitute. On the night of the decision I couldn't sleep I think of the dangers of S'TD's and HIV, but got alot of backed up from many experience revealed in the internet.
The next day after school, I hurried off class, left that my guy behind(I dont want anybody to know say na asha'wo corner I go) and walked to a nearby massage parlour- ''oku red''(red light in Igbo). I met this pretty young pros titute of same age with me. We bargained and I paid her(I think na 1.5k I give her). She u'nclad me, told me to lie down on my back. She wear my d**k a new CD and the missionary journey kicked off. I was like bla bla bla bla...!a pleasure. When she told me to get up I have release.....hei! This must be a scam...!.. Na film I dy watch... No caressing or pre-intimacy like the porn wey I watch before I come.... 10seconds my 1.5k don swim water wey I never pay for Prof. Nnabuife script(cost 2k) since last year. Oboi, I nearly die. Before I dressed up the girl is bringing in another man inside. Since then(am 17) till now(@22) I haven't ask a gal out.
The stigma of being deflowered by a prostitute leave me in anguish anytime I remember this incident or about s'ex.I know God would have forgiven me since then..... Its my greatest vice, which I'll never fall victim again. I wish to be a Secondary Vir'gin till I find my MISSING RIB!!!
Proudly a secondaryVi'rgin!!!
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